So the whole week I've been in a pretty fucked up state of mind, and it seems like the people I used to depend on, don't seem to give a shit, or don't understand. Everybody's caught up in their own stuff, and I'm stuck to drown in my own fucked up feelings. You know when you try & subtly, yet obviously, try to mention something to someone, and the only thing they can talk about is their fucking self? Or when you try to straight out explain that you're just pissed for no reason and someone doesn't believe you, or tries to pry for information that isn't there? I go through so much annoying shit on a daily basis, and I really don't bitch about it until it gets too much to handle. I'm a complex individual when it comes to my emotions and if I'm not taken care of the right way I get bitchy, fast. What really fucking kills me is the people closest to me KNOW THIS and yet they ignore it. You know what....fuck it. Fuck it all. Fuck people, fuck life, fuck tryna be a good friend, fuck it all. I'm so tired of TRYING TO be the good guy & all I do is get screwed the fuck over. I really just need to surround myself with new people because honestly I'm just not feelin' the people I fucks with no more. I just want to fucking cry and eat my problems, and my shitty fucking life away. It's not like anyone genuinely gives a shit, and if they do, they have a fucked up way of showing it. Real motherfucking talk. So with all that bullshit said, and let out, fuck you, have a nice day, and leave me the fuck alone. Take it how you want it.
Nothin' but...yea...,
~Anthony
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