Monday, January 18, 2010

Another day...*slight rant*

Well...here I am...another boring day. Life really ain't it all cracked up to be! This weekend was okay, I spent some time with Ebony & Demetrius on Saturday. We just kinda chilled and watched a movie, same ol' crap. Yesterday was bleh, just sat on the pc, & around the house. I did start taking some GED practice tests online though. Turns out I'm not as ready as I thought I was. I really need to find me someplace that offers classes, or something. Being outta school for so long really does fuck with your head. I thought I woulda known most of the stuff, well I did, I mostly made stupid mistakes cause I was kinda rushing, like I always do. That was my problem in school, I was lazy, & I rushed through things. Well, anyway, hopefully I get better at these things so I can pass the actual test.
Last night I was watching The Rosa Parks Story on BET with Angela Bassett, who is a PHENOMENAL actress might I add, and it made me realize how much I really HATE ignorance, like how could people seriously sit there and have so much hatred for people who just have a different shade of skin? What's the problem? It makes no difference. It's a pigment, nothing less, nothing more. Happy Martin Luther King Jr. Day by the way. I was gonna go around and jokingly say Happy Black People Day, but I thought people might get offended, because I'm "white", so I changed my mind. Anyways, back to the movie & such, yeah, it REALLY annoyed me how ignorant people were, and still are. I think racism, or any discrimination is completely immoral, but at the same time, I'm not a huge fan of "white" people myself, but only the ones who are still stuck in the mentality that "black" people are less of a people than anyone else is. I use the terms "white" & "black" loosely because, in reality, nobody is "black" or "white". It's practically impossible to be either of those actual shades/colors. Well enough about that, cause I think I made my points, and I could probably go on forever coming from a bisexual "white" man myself. In the meantime, I'm sitting around waiting for Ebony to finish babysitting, we're supposed to go out to Pizza Hut in New Ro later, but I'm not feeling too hot, hopefully I'll get over that, cuz they're food is bomb! lol.
My mom's been doing okay after my Grandfather passed, but I know it's just an act. She's probably a mess inside. I still feel horrible about not being all upset about his passing but...it's not something I can change. Can you blame me for not being close to my family? I never was, I was always the shy little one who never really talked to anybody. I guess I can't really do anything but be there for her, which I absolutely am! I love my mother to death, I'm such a momma's boy :-).
Well...I guess that's about it for now...not much else to talk about that I can think of. Write you laters!

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