Well today my grandfather, on my mothers side, passed away, around 1:15AM. My grandmother on her side passed in April of '09. I really don't like when my family members pass, because I was never really close to them, so I feel like a real asshole when I'm not around crying over their death, don't get me wrong, I'm upset, I just don't show it. Is that bad? I don't know...it's just...weird. I only cried at the mass we had for my grandmother when she passed, I think cause the whole church element got to me, I'm not used to it, plus everyone else was crying. Anyways, Jennifer's baby got pneumonia today, and he's not even a month old. I was so freaked when she told me, cause I know how horrible she must feel, today was supposed to be her daughter's 3rd birthday party, but she ended up in the hospital with her new-born son. Sad situation. That's my best friend since 7th grade & we've been through hell, back to earth, back to hell, & right back to earth, those are my God-children mann!!! On top of that, the year has just been straight up crappy. I found out I can't take my GED test until after June because the class of 2010 has to graduate since I was supposed to graduate with them (i think). Hopefully I can take some classes or SOMETHING cuz I'm starting to feel like a bum ass sitting around all day in my momma's house & I'm bout 2 be 18. I been getting in arguments with Demetrius again lately. I don't wanna get into it, cause I really don't know what to do with him anymore. Old feelings are starting to slowly creep back & I'm tryna ignore them the best I can!! Then Darryl is tryna come back into Ebony's life & I don't know how to feel about that cause all the bullshit he caused, but I'm the type of person who forgives (way too easily) people. I'm not feeling too good either, my tummy hurts! Well I think that's about all the writing I can do for now...
~Anthony
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