Still Awake

So I'm still awake...just thinking, and I felt the need to blog, lol. I guess you could say I forgot to put this in with the last blog? Anyways lol, I think my crush is feelin' someone I know, and that person is feelin' em back, & I don't know what 2 think. I mean, I can't really get MAD, cuz it's not like we exclusive, but I am jealous, and I don't like it. It be so awkward when we all in TinyChat and their just kinda doin they own thing so to say, and I'm just like...ugh. Like, not in a bitter way, but in more of a...damn I wish it were me kinda way, you know? It sucks ASS. I try to not let my emotions show in my face, and I hope it works, and sometimes I just have to leave cuz it's too much. I really don't know what imma do. I suppose I just need 2 suck it up, and let it be. Oh...and long story short, CL, the other dude, yeah I think he was a fake, he just up & deleted his Twitter, and some shit was just fishy. I knew it was too good 2 be true that someone was REALLY feelin' me like THAT. Well...Goodnight I guess =/

Nothin but <3,
~Anthony