Well...it's been a little TOO long since I've been on this lol. Where do I start huh? Well Sunday was NYC Pride. I was originally supposed 2 go with Demetrius, Ebony, two of her friends, and a Twitter friend of mine, TT. It didn't end up that way lol. Ebb's two friends canceled, TT got caught working, and Demetrius ended up inviting 3 other people, then when we were getting on the train we ran into Jeff & Glynn, who I haven't seen in FOREVER. It was good 2 see em cuz me & Jeff are like real close. The actual parade was good, I saw Mel B from the Spice Girls but she didn't see me lol. I was lookin 4 some cuties but they were unfortunately scarce. Jeff, Glynn, & Shannon all ended up leaving before it was over, so just me, Demi, Ebb, & Demi's two friends Joseph & Anthony went to BBQ's cuz I was huuuuungry lol. Dinner was more fun than the parade IMO. I guess cuz it was a smaller setting, and that's more my type of thing. Anyone can see the pix from Pride on my FB, the link should be on the side of the blog. Oh oh I'm totally over E.L.M. (see previous posts). Something about him after a while just turned me off and I realized we'd be better friends I guess. I've moved on to a new crush, who is just...wow. I don't know how to explain it lol. I know it's like that with all my crushes, but it's serious. This guy is really...incredible. I've HONESTLY never met someone who was so sweet 2 me. It's a shame he's so far, cuz we connect pretty well. We talk pretty often, and he's just SO nice. I couldn't help but fall for him lol. He's such a charmer. Now the thing is today someone started following me on Twitter and he started flirting with me and stuff, and he is FINE. Another sweetheart. Ugh what is it about these boys? lol. Now usually I'm the one who initiates the flirting or whatever, but it was HIM who did it, which caught me COMPLETELY off guard. So I'm kinda torn because my actual crush, Anthony, is sooooo awesome, and I really have like...feelings 4 him and stuff, but this other boy, CL, wants ME, and I don't know how to handle it because when I catch feelings I catch em HARD. I'm hoping CL grabs my attention completely so I can move the hell on, cuz it's not doing me any good. He's such a GREAT friend, and he told me my feelings wouldn't change our friendship, but I don't wanna have him see my real Cancer side, and how I get OD jealous so easily. So I'm hoping for the best with this whole crush business. It's really...really...not easy. I guess that's all I had to get out for now so until next time...
Nothin but <3,
~Anthony
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